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2nd-Jul-2007 12:13 pm - Death & Taxes
So I almost died on Saturday night..

Fuck.. This fucking close.. My girlfriend was on the phone to me at the time and she could've been the last voice I ever heard.

I love her so much - I'm glad she was able to look after me later on. I love that I still have the chance to smell, touch and taste her.

Life is such a precious gift

Sara x
18th-Jun-2007 02:16 pm - Onna Otaku
Mohawk 2
Ok so I went over my webpage last night.. So what!? Maybe I am!!!

Onna Otaku x
4th-Jun-2007 01:05 pm - Nerd
Does the fact I post on Live Journal make me an internet nerd? OMG I hope not. I've always considered myself more of a cool kid than a geek but what If I really am a geek? Ew please tell me so I can delete my account and run away from the internet forever!

Argghh It's just something I've been thinking about the last 3 days. I was talking to Renee about how I used to hack and upload with FTP's. It brought back memories of 3-4am mornings and how fat I got. Like I went to the gym and got a personal trainer to become what I am today.

Anyway that's my freak out rant. How is everyone? I hope your weekends went well

Sara x
31st-May-2007 04:05 pm - Puzzle Pieces
I think this has been the only month in my entire life where I felt that if I died at this moment I’d be happy because I was complete. Contradictingly earlier in the month where I felt so incomplete I wanted to die..
Human emotions are weird. Is it what keeps us alive? Or do we live for them?
Do we live for happiness and love. Or is it happiness and love that keeps us going.
Sara x
30th-May-2007 01:07 pm - There's Gonna be an Accident
Mohawk 2
Jaime (wishful_jaime) ya bitch start getting back into LJ! I can’t MySpace at work cuz it’s blocked but I can do this!
* Me and Jaime are going to get tickets to the Klaxons concert w00t!
* I’m very much in love, I won’t go into details cuz you’ll all vom.
Ahhhh who’s coming to Bank tonight? I haven’t seen all of you in so long. WTF happened to you Zinz?
Bleh. Work is busy
Sara x
20th-Dec-2006 11:42 am - C'est la Vie

To follow in the vein of Bex and Dani I’ve decided that seeing I have a MySpace now I don’t have time for this anymore. I’ve had many insights lately and this one has been loitering for a week now. I’ve gotten to a stage where I’d rather invest my time talking to people as opposed to talking about them and my experiences.


My deepest thoughts belong in my personal diary, not here. My MySpace at http://www.myspace.com/saraseven will be where you can now keep in touch with me. Otherwise most of you I see all the time anyway.


So Alex, Amanda, Chanda, d3rang3d1, Jaime, Jennifer (And I spose Sarina, as she occassionally posts under your name.. about cockroaches and the like lol), Kiera, Mads, Nadia, Vicki and Zinzi. I know you all apart from my two friends abroad Chanda and d3rang3d1.. In which case I hope you'll MySpace me. And Jennifer from Adelaide, I don't know if you have MySpace but def add me if you do.

Ok guys I'm off!

Sara x

8th-Dec-2006 02:41 pm - Party Monster
I had a weird sleep last night. I woke up.. as in was wide awake and laid there for a while. Weird thoughts started – thoughts of getting old.. See every Christmas, I don’t know what it is, but my mind always goes into overdrive. I have an awareness of myself, time, growing old and the absolute of death.

It freaks me out.. now all I want to do is go and hug my mumma but she’s far from me (Only 40mins but far enough that it’s a pain to travel)

I wanna party at bitch tonight - Yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

Sara x
24th-Nov-2006 06:08 pm - Searching for Audrey

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day. 

I just saw the most beautiful woman I’ve seen for a while.. Not hot. Not sexy. Just classically beautiful. She was tiny (teeny tiny) with short brunette hair and was wearing an Audrey-esk dress with gorgeous high heels. She smiled as she walked and I fell head over heels *sigh*

Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.

Where are all the classically beautiful lesbians? Do they exist? And if they do can I please have one to call my own?


Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.


Fat chance a classically beautiful woman is looking for a femininely masculine female like me.. 

We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.


8th-Nov-2006 10:26 am - FUCK YOU WORLD!!
Mohawk 2
Lost my wallet last night. Had my sim card in it as well as my license, bank card, credit card etc. etc. And my Audrey Hepburn badge :o( I loved that badge :'o(
UPDATE 13th Nov: It was at Newtown Hotel! Got it back cards and all! Though I had already cancelled them :o(

Then today my bag broke.. So I had to carry it rolled up underneath my arm to work

Then my phone wouldn't switch on. It won't charge and It's just dead.. All my pictures.. All 980 messages.. Gone.. All my numbers! I'm fucked..
UPDATE: Turns out it's just the batt thats fucked.. The phone is ok!! Weeeeeeeee!!

I think this is karma's way of telling me to disappear off the face of the earth

ok... :'o(

Sara x 

"I am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not right now at all
there i go again
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just
she'll learn
the attention just encourages her

and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that you are sorry that you asked
though you did everything you could
like any decent person would
but i might be catching so don't touch
you'll start believing youre immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off

and you can tell
from the smoke at the stake
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses:
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...

i dont necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident

i am the girl...
i am the girl...
i am the girl...
3rd-Nov-2006 08:02 pm(no subject)
Mohawk 2

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]

You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person that just craves that fairy tale love where you will be swept off your feet and live happily ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or dream about it so much that you either see all the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell yourself that anyone could be your soulmate. You long to have someone by your side and you want to give back on the romance part too, not just give.
Take this quiz!

27th-Oct-2006 01:59 pm - Ha! Soooooo True!

You're the "I'm Not Drunk" drunk

- "No, I wasn't drunk last night. You've never seen me drunk."

- "You stared at the coving for half an hour."

- "So? It takes more than that to get me drunk."

- "You knocked over a bowl of nachos, trampled them into the carpet, then shouted at a complete stranger that it didn't matter because Mexicans were dirty anyway."

- pause -

- "It was an accident. I was joking."

- "You ate them."

You can inform the world that you're not drunk, honest, with the following declaration of sobriety:
I'm Not Drunk!
What Kind of Drunk Are You?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

24th-Oct-2006 05:10 pm - Get out and Stay out
Mohawk 2
So I came out to my sis last night.. WOW.. Turns out they already knew and the time I took Brooke to my house mum apparently said “Brooke doesn’t look gay”. OMG!? I fully took Brooke to my house with my mum knowing full well I was gay etc!!?? Anyway. My sis said she knew ages ago when she saw I had L Word on my computer so I guess that’s it then. I’m completely, fully OUT! Wooh! The last burden has been lifted off my shoulders. And the best thing is, my sister said – “Sara, we love you. No matter what you are we love you” :’o)
Anyway she got to see my local.. Yes I took my lil sis to Newtown Hotel! And the girls are calling people cunt face's, and how this chicks hot and how they haven’t gotten laid in ages.. My god talk about throwing myself into the deep end! Went all good though :o)
Just got off the phone to Amanda telling her about MORE CD’s I bought today hehehe. Got Regina Spektor’s new one with a bonus disk :oD -Which will soon be in Amanda’s computer not in my player :o( Also Postal Service/Dntel have done a new release under the name of “James Figurine” so got that, everybody check it out. Found some random oldies.. Marlene Dietrich, and an old Ani I didn’t have aaaaaaaannnnnnnddddddddd Alisha’s Attic!!! (Don’t laugh it’s so 90s but I love them)

Sara x

"And that is why a girl is called a tease
and that is why a guy is called a sleaze
and that’s why god made escort agencies
one life to live and mace and GHB

must not be too kind
stop thinking love is blind
clench your fists, yeah right
she's just not my type

why all these conflicting specifications
maybe to prevent overpopulation
all I know is that all around the nation
the girls are cryin’ and boys are masturbatin" -The Dresden Dolls
18th-Oct-2006 01:12 pm - OMG
Mohawk 2
Oh wow I just bumped into an old school friend.. She's married now! When she asked about me I said "I'm gay".. She then asked if I lived in Newtown!!?? Haha you gotta love stereotypes! She's the first school friend I've come out to (Apart from the close school friends) She kept commenting on how different I look but honestly I had short hair in high school too? And she was like, "oh my.. your nose is pierced and your eyebrow.." How amusing!

Weird.. I just thought I'd let you know.

SheLikeHer tonight wooh!

Sara x
Taken from trashly

For Lesbians... Where Do You Fall on the Butch-Femme Continuum?

You are a butchy-femme... still girly, but with a tomboy attitude. On a scale of 1-10, one being femme and ten being butch, you'd be a FIVE!
Take this quiz!
4th-Oct-2006 05:10 pm - 50 Questions
Taken from andy_style

1. The last person I kissed was:

2. Never in my life have I:
Actually given someone the love letters I always write

3. I have a partner who(m):
What partner?

4. The last person I spoke to on the phone was:

5. When I'm nervous I:

6. The last time I cried was:
Last Thursday

7. Why?
The unattainable

8. The last compliment I got was:
"I dig u and was good seeing you tonight" in a text. Oh and a mate liked my jacket!

9. My hair:
Is the funkiest thing on this earth!

10. Something that makes me happy:
Spending time with her..

11. The christmas before last:
I was in love with a man named Anthony

12. When I turn my head right:
Theres a picture of Alex, Amanda and I

13. I should be:

Enjoying being single instead of being consumed by the thought of love

14. When I look down I see:
My stat sheet

16. If I were a character on friends I'd be:
Don't really watch it enough to know

17. By this time next year:
I'll be holding her.. hopefully

18. I love:
My best friends Lynette, Amrita, Alex, Amanda and Brooke
Going home after a long day, sitting on my balcony - having a smoke while listening to music and writing poetry

19. I have a hard time understanding:
Women, Games, Why the ones I like don't like me, Why the ones that like me I don't like.. LESBIANS!

20. One time at a family gathering:
My grandmother got drunk and wanted to dance on the table

21. You know I like you if:
I tease you, make jokes and laugh a lot

22. If I won an award, the first person (people) I'd thank is (are):

Family and Friends

23. Take my advice:
If you like someone.. Let them know.. Cuz It could be too late once you finally admit it

24. My ideal breakfast is:
Bacon, Sausage, Baked Beans, Hash Brown, Runny Egg, Mushrooms and Toast that has LOTS of Butter. With a Latte or OJ

25. If you visit the place I grew up:
You'd laugh

26. Soon I plan on visiting:
Brooke's place then maybe Newtown Hotel or Skye's after

27. If you spend the night at my house you'll have to:
Like Satin sheets cuz thats what I sleep in!

28. I'd stop my wedding if:
I found out my wife was lying to me about something big

29. The world couldn't do without:
Kisses, Hugs and Love

30. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than:

Lick another penis in my life

31. The most recent thing I bought myself is:
A Tooheys Extra Dry

32. The most recent thing someone bought for me:

A Tooheys Extra Dry, though for my bday I got the hottest Skull and Crossbone tie!

33. My favorite band is:
Garbage others fall closely behind like Muse, Massive Attack and Morcheeba

34. The last song I heard is called:

Surrender, I've listened to it every night religiously for the last week

35. My favourite redhead(s) is(are):

Drew Barrymore.. Wait scratch that.. Alex

36. My family is:

37. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are:
Dragonflys.. RIGHT beside them

38. I shouldn't have:
Let her kiss me that night.. Now I can't get away

39. Once, at a bar:
I took my shirt off as part of a competition and got down to my bra and jeans :-P

40. Last night I:
Got through to the 3rd round in the Newtown Hotel Pool Comp

41. There's this girl/guy I know that's amazing but:

She's with someone else

42: I loved:
That kiss..

43. Now I will:
Think about it some more

44. If I ever go back to school I'll:

Run amuck

45. Do you believe in yourself?

46. What I really want for Valentine's Day:
For our connection to be cemented

47. I'm wearing:
Black pants and a B&W pinstripe shirt

48. Tomorrow I am:
Working and Chilling at home

49. The last thing I ate was:
A Chocolate

50. I really want to learn:

How to not over-analyse things.. But at the same time I want to learn more about women and philosophy :-P


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